This one is dated from a few years back, but as we know divine knowledge never goes out of style. Apparently I only had a napkin to log this convo. as it must have been "unplanned'. On this day I was struggling with something and was quite frustrated. Here it goes - ME - I can't believe I chose to come back here (this life). And to what? Suffer? It's lame! HS - Are you suffering? ME - Yes HS - Ok, good. Now what? ME - I want to feel good. HS - Ok, but that seems to go against your goal to suffer. So when you feel good the part of you that actually wants to feel suffering will mess it up. ME - FUCK! What do I do? HS - Decide you actually came here (this life) for something else. Like, having fun? ME - Sure...why not. BUT, people won't take me seriously then. HS - You think they do now? ME - Probably not. HS - Ok then, who cares? ME - You're right.